Down the Rabbit Hole

 Happy Wednesday!  Where did this month even go? April flew by for me! I'm enjoying the start of spring/summer weather, but not so much with the allergies. My allergies have been awful the past few days since it got super cold for a while, snowed (so crazy!) and then it all melted and got warm again and the allergies decided to return haha Honestly, it's just felt like a weird month... I can't really put my finger on it, but I've just been tired and my anxiety's been really bad, the world at large has been annoying at times to deal with, especially on social media. But I'm hoping May will bring some better times and a good reset.  Writing: The beginning of the month didn't go so well for writing. I procrastinated editing Golden Touch for half the month. I'm making up for it now by diving into micro edits and making sure the story makes sense and everything. It's been tedious work... micro edits and read throughs are my least favorite parts of the e...

 Happy Wednesday!  I know I missed a post last week and this post is late today. The first time since last August that I haven't posted at least once in a week. But oh wells. My brain was both busy and empty at the same time last week and it's sort of feeling the same way this week. I'm blaming stress over a final project and paper due in the next two weeks on my lack of inspiration.  This post is going to be pretty much a rant. I needed something to do with everything I was feeling on Tuesday night and it all kind of got brain dumped into this post. So, I hope you get something out of it and that it all makes sense haha  I've been feeling really worn down and tired lately about everything going on. There's bad stuff happening in our world, things that aren't being reported on the news, things a lot of people don't know or care about. It's frustrating and tiring. I'm tired of wearing a mask even though our mask mandate is over, I'm tired of havin...

 Happy Wednesday!  So, I gotta start by saying... I passed my driving skills test last Thursday!! I officially have my driver's license! It's been a long time coming. I got to a point a while ago where I just thought I'll never be able to get it. I'll never get my license. I'll never feel comfortable driving a car. But here I am. I'm still not 100% comfortable behind the wheel, but I'm getting there. It's made me realize that sometimes all we can do is work at our own pace. Even if it's the pace of a snail. When we get to that end result it's sweeter than if we had gotten what we wanted right when we wanted it. I'm so thankful to God for getting me this far and for being with me every step of the way. I really don't think I would have gotten to where I am with driving and passed without Him.  Anyways... with that said... I don't really know what to write this week. It's Tuesday, literally the day before Wednesday and I'm just ...